FLYING SKY

Life won’t be easy , trust me !

When someone asking me what’s making me change from a person to other different person ? i’ll said what makes you to question this to me ? I’m not an angel , i’m not a fairy and i ain’t a princess who lives in a big palace with so many property and maid . i’m a useless person who always dreaming to be perfect infront others but something goes on my mind . i keep asking myself “why I need to change myself for others ?” . 

First month of 2012 is a suck month ! i start my new year with tearing . i lost all my good friends . They changed , so I did . I just need someone who can take good care of me , be beside me when i lost in vain . I need a good listener . 

i’m trying to hide my feelings . Nobody can’t understand all this shit things . For me , friends are my priority . But now , they aren’t . From now , i’ll only thinking abt myself and ignoring whats going to happen around . i’ll be fine just like that . people won’t know how much it hurts . But they only know how to critizing , demanding or whatever . i just deaf my ears . “Buatlah apa apa , cakaplah apa apa , tulis lah apa apa pasal aku . Pekakkan telinga butakan mata “